Step 1: Breathe
Step 2: Move — be aware of your body, release and stretch every muscle you’ve been holding tight unconsciously, release consciously. Take as much time as you’d like and still keep breathing (there’s a lot going on in there that you can let out skinward [bones, muscles, joints…]).
Step 3: punch, kick, fail, kick, punch, jump, fail again… fail way more times till you get it. Step by step by step… we’ll get there eventually (Being fully aware of your body, helps to be fully aware of your mind. It doesn’t have to be martial arts, just find time to be aware of yourself when doing things you love).
Step 4: It’s ok. Teach yourself as the world teaches you as well. Learn from yourself as the world learns from you. It’s all just 1’s and 0’s… 1 (light, antimatter, bread, pen…) and 0 (dark, matter, butter, canvas…) any-fr**king-way. Like it’s just there, in tiny minute itty bitty nuanced annoying ways manifesting itself in literally everything. Like the binary code is really just staring back at y’all. Benford’s law, Fibonacci… Y’all get the first part of the hash algorithm going one way but just give up on reversing it?? WHERE’S YOUR HUTZPAH /’ᴋʜoo͝t′spə/?? EXCERCISE PATIENCE
**We’re having technical difficulty right now but our people are on it!***
**creepy uncomfortable repairman logo staring back, you wanna leave but you’re stuck there now**
— Epilogue —
Real talk that s**t is hard af tho. It’s like life/art/science/uni — *snap snap*Go -ether- whatever tf word will encompass all those fridging words. **Kicks drum set, starts walking out as mic slips off shirt** COZ THIS FREAKING SPOKEN LANguage s**t is weird… taste like nuclear reactor soot. No wonder y’all so anxious all the g*t d**n time… **Doors slam.**
